A dozen roses...

Was she lost in a time long forgotten? Sitting there so silent and still, she could be easily mistaken as a statue. No! A masterpiece created by the universes most talented artist.  

What an incredible beauty she was. He loved everything about her, but it was her eyes that stole his heart.  He could remember gazing into them for hours lost in the swirling shades of green and blue.  He often would wonder what those eyes truly saw. Surely they have seen much more than his ever could.

Drawing in a deep breath, he slumped against the old oak, gripping the dozen red and pink roses rather firmly. He would go over to her soon, but not yet. He wanted to watch her a little longer and take in as much of her as he could, just in case.

She was sitting on the broken down, weather worn bench just across the clearing. They had met in that very spot several times before. Only then it was different, she loved him.  He would have stayed there with her for eternity, lost in those moments of passion, but leaving was his only choice.  The world was crumbling beneath them, and fighting was the only option. Four long years of war stole her from him. Sure they wrote each other as much as possible, but as winters turned to spring, and spring into summer, the letters got fewer and fewer.

Suddenly his heart began to race, what if she met somebody else? No, not possible! She gave her word that she would wait forever.  “You will always be in my heart, no matter how far away.” It was destiny that he found her here, of all the places in the world; she was at “their place.”  It was time. Brushing his hair back, he took a step from behind the tree. Only a yard away sat the love of his life. Every hope and dream he ever had.

Who is that man approaching her from the opposite direction?! Would he make it there before his love was stolen away by this criminal? Just as he began to run to her rescue, she embraced her capturer. He froze as she leaned in to kiss the stranger. Though still far away, he could see the sparkle in her eyes as the man handed her the dozen pink and red roses..

Strange story...

One day a girl was very upset with her life. She was so depressed that she decided to take her life. On deciding so, she thought to jump down the bridge into the sea. Just when she was about to jump, someone pulled her back. 

In the darkness of the silent night also she could see his fair face. His deep eyes had a strange spark, which was hard to miss even in the dark. He held her arm and pulled her away from the bridge. 

Pulling her to the street he showed her people who had no place to live, no food to eat and yet was surviving in the hard way. She realized her mistake and asked sorry. But he just left. Next morning she visited the bridge to find the man who had saved her from committing a blunder. 

He was nowhere to be found. After repeated visits during the day, she decided to visit the place at the night. That night she found him sitting on the bench near the street lamp at the bridge. On seeing her, he said that he knew she had been searching for him. 

The girl said that if he knew it why he didn’t turn up all these days. On this he said that he didn’t want to give her another reason for a suicide. She laughed listening this and said that she had learnt her lesson and would not take her life ever. Days passed and they became good friends. 

She took pictures with him to keep it as remembrance. One day she proposed him telling that she has fallen in love with him. He got nervous and left without a word. She waited days after that but got no news from him. She didn’t know where he lived. Had no idea where he worked. 

All she knew was he would appear at the bridge someday. Years passed and one day she thought of looking at the pictures of him and her once taken years back. She was shocked to see that the picture didn’t have his face but only hers. She checked all the pictures and none had his face. 

They were blank. She was bewildered and started enquiring madly about him with just his name and family name. No one knew him until the policeman at the nearby station informed her that he was long dead. He had jumped off the same bridge several years before meeting her. 

This was the same bridge where she had attempted suicide that night. She was shocked and broken. She thought of taking her life but she remembered him say that he would not want to be the reason for her suicide. She lived loving him till her last breathe.

Love is unconditional. It makes you weak and it makes you strong. It confuses you and even solves them. Love stories happen with all these special emotions.

love story...

She was cute, adorable, cheerful, smart and everything a guy would want in a girl. She never found that one guy who would sweep her off her feet. 
But this time, it was different. She saw him, someone she used to see everyday, but today, the way he looked at her, the spark in his eyes, made her heart skip a beat. 
She knew she had fallen in love with the guy she never even thought of. She couldn't take her eyes off him. She would secretly look at him, dream about him and think of how beautiful her life would be with him. Never had she thought she'd do such things. But then, she had fallen in love. There was no looking back. The way he did things for her made her feel special. She wanted him. So she approached him. But he said he didn't feel for her. She tried. He backed off. He thought of her as just a friend. Her heart broke up into pieces. 
The guy she loved, didn't love her back. "Maybe I didn't read the signs well. Maybe he's not the one. Maybe I was just being stupid!", she thought.
Days passed, she had changed. The girl who was always seen smiling, cracking jokes and laughing, was suddenly lost in the crowd. 
She knew she had to move on. She tried but didn't succeed. Her whole world seemed like a different place. She had stopped smiling. 
Then on one fine day, sitting on the bench near the sunset point, looking at the sky, she said " why did you make me fall for him when you knew he wouldn't fall for me?". And to her surprise, someone said "to make sure he knows what in life he'd miss without you". She turned around to find him standing there, with those sparkling eyes, a bouquet of roses in his hand. As she approached him, he bent on his knees with a wide smile and said " I'm not the kind of guy who'd fall for someone, but you my lady, made me forget all the rules I had made and fall in love. Your smile, without it, you don't look good. Your eyes, I cant see tears in..." She didn't let him say more, held him tight, kissed him...

Her love story finally took the path she dreamed of! 

i am here...

 If you want to find me, then you can find me everywhere...
if you can't then just close your eyes and think and you will find me in your thoughts....
If you can't find me in your thoughts, don't panic...
Cry and you will find me in your tears...
If you can't cry then don't be sad...
Look into the mirror and you will see me...
If you can't see me in the mirror then don't flurry..
just put your hand on your heart..
and you feel me in every heartbeat...
If your heart don't beat..
then don't be sad..never mind...
THEN I'LL FIND YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE.....

be happy...

The sky's are crying
The clouds have bursted
Washing away earths dirt..
The Sun hides
The moon will rise
When its time
The star's wait
To share sparkles ..
And when the dawn
Appears ..
The world turns ..
And gives a beautiful
rainbow of people
Showers of colors...
Purposely thee almighty
Planned it that way .

Spending the winter with you

Dear girl,

One of these days, I went out unwary and suffered the cold of an icy night. When I got back home, an open window letting in the piercing wind made me feel so lonely that it occurred to me that I should while away these cold nights along with you. The winter was meant for suggesting coziness and warmth, and not inhospitality and loneliness instead, and I don´t want to feel that way again.
Honey, I imagine us laying down on the carpet by the fireplace, some tasty cheese and a fine wine, good music entertaining us all night long, the warmth of the fire mixed with love... Let´s waste no more time: let´s celebrate our love! I´ve also got the burning anxiety of the waiting for a moment like this: to be by my lover´s side, exchanging hugs and kisses and living a happy patch of life on a winter night.
I hope you don´t give up on me, I´m inviting you in advance, believing that this proposal is much better than anything else. I want to feel all possible emotions of magic winter nights with you.
A long kiss to soothe the desperation of these waiting hours.

..in love

I FELL IN LOVE
I closed my eyes as I fell in love
Not to be blind, but to see
The real you
and I fell in deep.
I saw the child-like child in curiosity
And the affection closing in to breed
As you wanted to share the same
I fell in love as I closed my eyes
To see the real you out there.
Across the ocean,
On the mountains
And by the sea shore you live,
On the plains you sow paddy
And one language you speak
with Love
With Love a wordless language
Of a heartfelt smile
And I hear
I hear you loud.
But then again I see a frown
When in race you dress
I see the distance taking me away from you
I wish you stop letting it define
Who you are
And just let your human love free,
For I fell in love with the real you in me.

Ημερομετρώ

06 Νοεμβρίου 2017

Θυμάσαι που σε δέκα μέρες από τώρα κλείνουμε έναν χρόνο ακριβώς από την πρώτη μας περπατάδα;
Μιλούσες με τόσο πάθος για όσα θες να κάνεις.

Μετά από κάποιες μέρες μου έπιασες δειλά το χέρι και από τότε πάντα το ψάχνω. Να σε κρατάω, να σε νιώθω και να σε χαϊδεύω.
Χμμμ...
Και η ιστορία του πρώτου μας φιλιού.
Καλά δεν συνεχίζω. Αυτά είναι μεταξύ μας.
Και όλη αυτή η ζεστασιά στις μέρες που έρχονται.
Κάποιοι θα πουν ότι είναι τα Χριστούγεννα,
εσύ τι λες;
Δεν νιώθεις λίγο πιο ζεστά, πιο όμορφα..
Προσωπικά ευτυχώ.
Αυτή η ζεστασιά ήρθε και με βρήκε με το αποψινό τραγούδι που σου έστειλα.

Καληνύχτα αγάπη μου..

Stop doing list

1. Over-apologizing 

2. Comparing yourself to others. 

3. Buying too many "Good Deals" 

4. Feeling guilty for self-care. 

5. Beating yourself up over your diet. 

6. Saying "Okay" when it's not. 

7. Doing it all on your own.

8. Giving all of your time away. 

9. Worrying about cleaning. 

10.Trying to please everyone.

Dear girl..

Dear girl, 

I know you still love him and there's always going to be a part of you that will, but just because you love him doesn't mean you should be with him. 

Just because you care about him doesn't mean he's good for you. 

Just because it feels right with him doesn't mean he'll make you happy. 

You know you're supposed to move on, but it's not that simple at the same time and that's understandable because how do you easily walk away from someone you've had your heart set on for so long, especially if he's the one who broke it and it feels like he's the only one who could fix it? 

Listen, I get it. It's hard to be just friends with someone who's seen your heart and it's even harder to go back to being strangers with someone who's seen your soul, but you know what's the hardest thing to do? 

Finding happiness again after being lost in someone else for so long and if you were to go back to where you lost your happiness, you'll never find it. 

The easy thing to do is to go back to what feels familiar and comfortable, but sometimes what feels familiar and comfortable will only hurt you if you stay. 

So please, be more selfish and put yourself first for once because that's the only you'll be able to love yourself.